Last week and yesterday we had ultrasounds to check on
baby’s health. Everything they measured is looking good! (growth, blood flow,
etc.). They haven’t been re-measuring the lungs or the mass in baby’s chest, so
will just have to wait until she is born to see if the sizes have changed.
Yesterday we had the big appointment that we’ve been looking
forward to/anxious about for months. We met with one of the neonatologists,
along with his fellow and the social worker. The neonatologists are the doctors
who will look after our baby once she’s born, so we were really looking forward
to hearing what their plan is and getting a chance to ask our questions.
We found out that I will be delivering in an operating
room so that baby can be immediately taken into a stabilizing room which will
be connected to the operating room. There will be 8-10 people there just for
the baby (doctors, nurses, respiratory therapists, etc). As soon as she’s born
they’ll take her into that room and intubate her so she can get some form of
breathing support. She’ll also get different IV lines put into her belly button
to give her medications and to draw blood. She’ll have another tube connected
to her stomach to immediately prevent it from filling with air and taking up
room in her chest. We need all the room we can get for the lungs to be able to
fill with air. She’ll be given nutrition through her IV at first and eventually
will be able to take breast milk or formula through that tube to her stomach. The
big thing will be seeing if her lungs can start to work (with help from the
machines). This initial “stabilization” will take about an hour.
There is a chance our baby will not do well during this
stage and only make it a few hours. From our understanding though, if she makes
it through and especially makes it to surgery, her chances will go up. They will
be ready for surgery anywhere from 3-14 days after she’s born, depending on how
she’s doing. The surgery is to fix the big hole in her diaphragm with a patch
and put all of her organs back in place. The neonatologist predicts that if she
makes it, she’ll have about a 10-12 week NICU stay.
Another thing we learned from this appointment is that
the neonatologist has some worries about the CPAM (the other unknown mass in
baby’s chest). He worries that once they start helping baby to breathe, this
mass will fill with air and burst, filling her chest and abdomen with air. But
he said they will be on the lookout for this and will try to drain it right away.
There is a final resort type of treatment called ECMO
which essentially takes the blood out of baby, oxygenates it, and puts it back
in her body. This is risky and intense but can be a type of temporary treatment
for CDH babies. McMaster doesn’t have this so we wanted to know what would
happen if baby needed it. The doctor told us that Sick Kids in Toronto has this
and babies can be transported there if needed.
It’s so funny how your expectations change. When we first
found out our baby had the CDH, I was so sad about not being able to hold her
right away, not being able to breastfeed her and seeing her hooked up to so
many machines. Those things are obviously still sad and scary to me, but I’ve
had so much time to get used to the ideas. I now just spend my time worrying
and praying about her doing as well as possible and having doctors who are able
to make the right decisions at the right times.
We have less than 2 weeks now until our induction date on
Jan 22! The doctor did mention again that the NICU can get very full and if the
22nd turns out to be a really bad time for the NICU, things might get
postponed.
Continue
steadfastly in prayer, being watchful in it with thanksgiving. – Colossians 4:2
Continuing to pray for a miracle, and for God to uphold you all, no matter what the outcome is. Even good news can be emotionally draining. Optimistically praying, with love and hugs!
ReplyDeleteThank you!
DeleteContinuing to pray for you guys and your precious baby, especially as induction date draws nearer! Praying the initial stabilization goes smoothly and for wisdom for the doctors treating her. Love you guys and you are on our hearts often!
ReplyDeleteAw thank you so much, Steph! It mean so much to us that you're thinking about us and praying!
DeleteHi Emily!
ReplyDeleteI have been reading your blog and I want you to know that my prayers and positive thoughts are with you.
Thinking of you and rooting for you and baby!
Amber Loforti